Dirt

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I don’t like dirt.

Especially other people’s dirt.

It’s so….. dirty. And not knowing where it’s been or how it got there makes it so much dirtier, somehow.

But my own dirt? I’m fairly comfortable with. Oh, I don’t like other people seeing it… and I don’t like it taking over my life…. but I can handle way more of my own dirt than I can other peoples’. It’s not as “dirty.”

Isn’t that just how we are with sin?

Other peoples’ sin seems so much “dirtier” than our own.

We’re comfortable with our dirt.

With our sin.

Just a reflection that’s been coming back to me.

Homemade Powdered Lemon Zest

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Do you have any idea how many times I haven’t made lemony food when I wanted to?

A lot.

I love lemon. More that I like chocolate. But I never seem to have lemons on hand when I need them, and I really don’t like zesting them. At all.

Turns out there’s another way to do it.

I discovered this on Pinterest: how to make your own powdered citrus zest.

Do it.

I did, and now I have a cute little glass bottle of cheery yellow powdered lemon zest just waiting for me to use it whenever I want.

My life will never be the same.

Apple Pie in a Cup: Apple Cider in Seven Steps

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I was trying to find a way to use the aforementioned apples we picked at Windy Acres. I made an apple crisp. That was yummy. But because the apples are so small, it took me about 45 minutes to core enough for the apple crisp. I didn’t even peel them. (Granted, I wasn’t in a rush – but that’s still a long time. Even for me. I’m more known for being thorough than fast.)

I also cored apples for another 45 minutes in order to turn them into apple butter in the crockpot. It burned. (The recipe was for a larger batch, I’m assuming, and I didn’t notice it. Either that, or the difference in crockpots meant that hers took 15 hours to cook and mine burned in approximately 9.)

By this point, I was tired of coring small apples. Very tired. And I had about half the apples left. So I thought, hey – apple cider! I didn’t actually know how to make apple cider, or if you could just make it by boiling apples and straining them – but I figured you probably could. After some quick research, I discovered that you could, in fact, make soft apple cider without a press, and you could indeed boil the apples if you didn’t have anything powerful enough to process them raw.

I didn’t actually follow a recipe – I just experimented – but here’s what I did. I don’t know if purists would call this real apple cider. It sure tastes better than store-bought cider, though.

(I did take pictures, but it turns out that bad lighting + camera on a less-than-smart four-year-old phone = not very good pictures. I’ll save you the cringing, and leave the visuals to your imagination.)

Apple Pie in a Cup

1. Wash the apples. I put them in a big bowl with water and some white vinegar.

2. Cut up the apples. These apples are small, so I just cut them in half in order to remove the stem more easily. (NOTE: I didn’t core the apples, because the whole point was to use them for something that required less prep time and work. If you do core them, though, you can make the leftover apple mush into applesauce after you’re done straining out the apple cider. If you do this, you may want to consider peeling the apples, as well.)

3. Place the apples in a large pot. Add water to cover. (I first added water only half-way up the apples. However, I discovered that the amount of water you add more or less equals the amount of cider you will get, and the cider was quite strong enough to handle a little thinning.)

4. Cook the apples until they’re very soft. Higher temperatures will obviously cook them faster.

5. When the apples are very soft, remove them from heat. At this point, I got out my handheld blender and blended the apple mixture into mush. This probably isn’t necessary, but it makes me feel better, for some reason.

6. Strain the liquid out of the apples. The clarity of the cider will vary depending on how you do this. I put my colander on top of a large bowl, laid a clean linen towel on top of the colander, and dumped the apple mush in. Leave it for as long as you want until all the liquid is strained out. Oh, and remember to put the colander on top of a large enough bowl, too. Spilled cider is a mess. Don’t ask me how I know that.

7. Finally, I returned the apple cider to the (rinsed) pot, reheated it, and added sugar, cinnamon, and allspice (or whatever spices you want) to taste. I didn’t use very much of any of the above, but they added the finishing touches to the cider. Whole spices such as cinnamon sticks and whole cloves would probably be better, but I only had powdered, so that’s what I used.

Definitely my new favorite use for these apples. Apple pie in a cup.

A few notes:

– The thought occurred to me that you could reuse the leftover apple mush and simply add water to it to make more cider. I actually tried this the second time I made it, and it worked. However, the taste was much blander and, well, cooked. Which I supposed I should have figured out – but hey. I wanted to try it. And now I know. It doesn’t make very good cider.

– A few articles that I read said to use only apples that you would eat plain, and to cut off bruises, etc. I personally think apple cider is a great way to use apples that may be a bit more bruised than you would enjoy eating plain, for example, and the bruised apples I threw in had no effect on the resulting cider. I did cut off parts of apples that were obviously bad, as they may have an effect on taste, and I just didn’t want them in my cider.

– I haven’t tried making the applesauce yet, but my theory is that you would retain enough liquid in the apple mush to have the consistency you wanted, and then you would add some cinnamon, sugar, allspice, or whatever you wanted, just as you do to the cider. You could also put it in the blender if you wanted a smoother texture. You may not want to cook the apples quite as long, either, for color reasons. If I have the stamina to core the next batch of apples, I will for sure make applesauce and post my results.

– You can obviously use any kind of apple to make this, and only the taste will vary. The articles I read recommended making apple cider from a variety of apples, so as to have a richer taste.

– Fun Fact: If you make applesauce, you can actually make apple butter from the applesauce. Yes. Apples plus water equals apple cider, which gives you applesauce, which you can use to make apple butter. The circle is complete. Isn’t God amazing?

I’ve made this three times now, and enjoyed it every time. Not to mention that it makes my house smell amazing. If you try it, let me know. I’d like to know how it works for other people.

And if you are really in the mood for fall food, here’s a recipe for Pumpkin Waffles with Apple Cider Syrup. That’s what I’m going to be trying.

A September Day

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This is what summer looked like to me this weekend.

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Daniel and I were out at Windy Acres. I brought a basket (I love baskets)…

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and we picked apples ’til it was full.

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We call these crab apples, but they’re not really – they’re sweeter. I wish I knew what kind they were. They’re so pretty.

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There’s another kind of apple tree at the farm, too. I think they taste like Red Delicious – kind of tart, and dry, but juicy at the same time. We didn’t pick any of them. I like the way they look against the white of the fence and the gold of the field and the blue of the sky.

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Alberta is truly a beautiful place, and Windy Acres is no exception. Perhaps especially in September.

Back Again

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I have been computer-less for most of the past six months. Hence, the lack of posts. I finally dug out my old laptop, Jack the Dragon, and reformatted him. Thankfully, the fan issues seem to be gone, as long as I keep him on the desk and don’t carry him around – which means that I have a computer!

I’ve very much missed writing. I’m glad to be back again.

Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme

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Well, actually it’s parsley, oregano and thyme. But talking about (or even thinking about) herbs always leaves me singing “Scarborough Fair.” In my head it used to be the version I learned on the piano when I was little – now it’s Simon and Garfunkel… who happen to remind me of my sister, since she liked them before I did.

But back to herbs. I finally have an herb garden! Kind of. It’s in a container. In my house. And there’s only three plants. But that counts. After some quick research, it turns out that all three like full sun and well-drained soil. I like that.

Here’s hoping they grow, and that I don’t accidentally kill them. *crosses fingers*

And if you’re wondering why I’m blogging two days in a row……

This is for you, Mom. I hope you like the picture. 🙂

Little Things

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Sometimes life seems so petty up here. I used to organize Bible lessons for young people going into missions – now I figure out how to organize my bookshelf.

Granted, I could get involved in ministries up here. I’ve had the opportunity to – I’ve even had the desire to. But that’s for another time, sometime after our first wedding anniversary. This first year is about us. For now, my energy goes almost exclusively into Daniel and our home. Which, as it turns out, is no small task. And it’s not unimportant, either. A few passages come to mind:

“Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much.” Luke 16:10

 

“Here is a trustworthy saying: Whoever aspires to be an overseer desires a noble task… He must manage his own family well and see that his children obey him, and he must do so in a manner worthy of full respect. (If anyone does not know how to manage his own family, how can he take care of God’s church?)… A deacon must be faithful to his wife and must manage his children and his household well.”

1 Timothy 3:1, 3-4, 12

And of course, from Proverbs 31…

10 A wife of noble character who can find?
    She is worth far more than rubies.
11 Her husband has full confidence in her
    and lacks nothing of value.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
    all the days of her life.
13 She selects wool and flax
    and works with eager hands.
14 She is like the merchant ships,
    bringing her food from afar.
15 She gets up while it is still night;
    she provides food for her family
    and portions for her female servants.
16 She considers a field and buys it;
    out of her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She sets about her work vigorously;
    her arms are strong for her tasks.
18 She sees that her trading is profitable,
    and her lamp does not go out at night.
19 In her hand she holds the distaff
    and grasps the spindle with her fingers.
20 She opens her arms to the poor
    and extends her hands to the needy.
21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;
    for all of them are clothed in scarlet.
22 She makes coverings for her bed;
    she is clothed in fine linen and purple.
23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,
    where he takes his seat among the elders of the land.
24 She makes linen garments and sells them,
    and supplies the merchants with sashes.
25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;
    she can laugh at the days to come.
26 She speaks with wisdom,
    and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
27 She watches over the affairs of her household
    and does not eat the bread of idleness.
28 Her children arise and call her blessed;
    her husband also, and he praises her:
29 “Many women do noble things,
    but you surpass them all.”
30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;
    but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.
31 Honor her for all that her hands have done,
    and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.”

I am happy to be practicing the little things… one day I may find out that they are the big things. So long as I remember why I’m doing them and who I’m doing them for, and don’t get caught up in things that don’t matter. It’s good to make and maintain a well-kept, welcoming home, and to love and honor my husband by taking care of him. God is pleased when I do these things. As soon as my home becomes about keeping up with the world, or when the work becomes more important than loving my husband or welcoming people into my home, or when I become lazy and purposeless – then my priorities are not right, and my life is no longer serving to God or others.

God, help me to remember what – and who – I’m building for.

Gratefulness

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I joined Pinterest yesterday. Big step, I know. I haven’t joined any other social media sites besides Facebook, just because, well, I like Facebook. It covers all of my bases. I mean, Pinterest is basically wall photos, and Twitter is pretty much status updates. Myspace just isn’t cool anymore. And I’m too ignorant to pay much attention to the other ones.

But Pinterest, I discovered, can keep track of all of my creative ambitions. It’s much easier than keep a Word document full of things I want to make and the links to how to make them. It’s prettier, too. And so I joined.

And yes. Yes, it is addictive.

BUT…

Here’s the thing:

I’ve been learning about gratefulness this week.

It’s something of a lifelong lesson for me. It’s always been very easy for me to life in happy memories of the past and in anticipation of the future, constantly wanting to either re-live good times or skip forward to happy events. I remember struggling with it as a teenager. Even as a university student traveling around, I found myself homesick during my schools and regretting wasted time when I was home again. Not that I did it constantly – but I certainly look back and see how much more I could have gotten out of things, if I had been more present…. more grateful of where I was, what I had, and the opportunity I was living in.

I haven’t found living in the present to be as great of a challenge in the past eight months or so. I think it has mostly to do with being married. You could say that’s because I’m where I want to be, which is true – but there are still things I want to do and places I want to see and things I want to learn, and I’m not there yet. I think it has mostly to do with the fact that now I’m walking so closely with someone – the focus has to be much more day-to-day. Having Daniel here helps me to focus on our life as it is now, because that’s where we’re living.

Something happened this weekend to draw my attention back to this subject of gratefulness. My parents are missionaries, still living and working in the country I grew up in, and they walked into their house to find armed thieves, who proceeded to hold them at gunpoint and threaten them with their lives. Praise God in His mercy, they are safe – the thieves ran away, and no one was hurt.

Since the shock of hearing their story, I have been overwhelmed with gratitude. On Easter Sunday, sitting at the table with my husband and his family, I realized that I was so close to not being there. I could have been scrambling to find a flight to be with my parents at the hospital or even to attend their funeral. I could be grieving, but instead I was rejoicing. God in His great mercy has allowed them more time on this earth, and I am SO grateful. Words cannot express the joy and the thankfulness that have filled my heart since then.

Which brings me back to Pinterest. See, I want to use Pinterest to appreciate beauty and creativity – and especially to find ways to bring more of each into my own home. Not by buying more “stuff”… I want to learn how to do more things and make more things; to bless my husband and everyone who walks into our home by creating a wonderful place to be; to use the creativity God has given me and spend my time wisely. I am grateful for the things that I have. So very grateful. I don’t want to covet what other people have or lust after their homes or belongings. It would be easy to do that – but then I would become ungrateful and unseeing of what I already have.

So I have determined to use Pinterest carefully. To use it as a creative forum and catalogue for ideas and projects. To share my own home and the things that I am grateful for with people, little by little. To appreciate beauty that others have created without feeling like my life or my home is incomplete without it. And to appreciate the beauty that surrounds my own life.

I so very grateful that I still have both of my parents. That they are alive and safe in the hands of our Jesus.

I am grateful for a husband who is happy when I am happy, and who balances out my emotions.

I am grateful for a happy little dog who can speak with her ears and eyes and who thinks she’s a person.

I am grateful for big windows that let the sun shine in all the way to the back of the apartment.

I am grateful for plenty of good food to be creative with.

I am grateful that my husband has a job he enjoys, and that he insists on allowing me to stay home unless I find a job I truly enjoy.

I am grateful that the world is open to us – that we can go anywhere and do anything, and that we’re actually figuring out what we want out of all the options.

I am grateful that we do not walk alone.

“Jehovah Jireh, my Provider, His grace is sufficient for me, for me, for me. Jehovah Jireh, my Provider, His grace is sufficient for me. My God will supply all my needs according to His riches in glory. He gives His angels charge over me. Jehovah Jireh cares for me, for me, for me. Jehovah Jireh cares for me.”

Banana Banana Bread

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Here’s that banana bread recipe from the last post. Not sure if anyone else wants to try it – but I’ll want to remember it. =) I got it here. After reading a few comments, I made the following changes: 1 1/2 c. flour + 1/2 c. whole wheat flour; 1/4 c. butter + 1/4 c. plain applesauce; 1/2 c. brown sugar; added 1 tsp. cinn. and 1/4 tsp. nutmeg. Very good, very moist. It’s pretty much as moist as bread can be before it becomes bread pudding. I think.

Ingredients

  • 2 cups all-purpose flour
  • 1 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1/4 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2 cup butter
  • 3/4 cup brown sugar
  • 2 eggs, beaten
  • 2 1/3 cups mashed overripe bananas
 

Directions

  1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a 9×5 inch loaf pan.
  2. In a large bowl, combine flour, baking soda and salt. In a separate bowl, cream together butter and brown sugar. Stir in eggs and mashed bananas until well blended. Stir banana mixture into flour mixture; stir just to moisten. Pour batter into prepared loaf pan.
  3. Bake in preheated oven for 60 to 65 minutes, until a toothpick inserted into center of the loaf comes out clean. Let bread cool in pan for 10 minutes, then turn out onto a wire rack.